We got our results today. I didn't get what i expected to get. And i won't lie, obviously i'm damn sad. I'm not gonna console myself and say that its okay cos its not. I mean.. we are supposed to score in AS isn't it? And look at the great results i got. I've dissapointed my parents.. and most of all myself. And now i have to deal with the fact whether i want to retake subjects or not.
Sometimes i wonder whether this world is fair. I wonder whether God is really there, there. Whether He sees the effort some people put in and some people don't. I know it is wrong to think this way, but i do wonder sometimes. Some people getting good grades but they don't study.. Whether He is here when i need Him the most. Am i not smart enough? Did i not put in effort? Perhaps, it just wasn't enough.
I know there's no point crying over spilt milk, but i can't help but wonder.
I've learnt that no matter what happens, how bad it seems today, life goes on and there's no turning back. And it will be better tomorrow.
I hope.
Thursday, August 9, 2007
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